26 December 2025

Dinner party with Marguerite Matisse

 

9 December 2021


Dinner party with Marguerite Matisse




Marguerite Matisse painted by Henri Matisse, circa 1906-7

A few years ago I read the wonderful biography of Henri Matisse in two volumes by Hillary Spurling, Matisse the Unknown, and Matisse the Master. In these generous books she opens up the stately doors of a conservative 19th century France allowing us to freely meander throughout its transition into a modern age where Art played a pivotal role back at the turn of the 20th century.


People forget how mocked and disparaged Matisse was for much of his early career. But two other great painters who suffered the same fate were Paul Cézanne and Vincent Van Gogh. To be fair, Cezanne, who had heard about the Dutch painter working in nearby Arles via their mutual friend Emile Bernard, had even thought Vincent was ‘crazy’. “Il est fou!” Declared Cezanne, but I’ve never been sure how Cezanne could have seen Vincent’s work in the first place. Did Emile Bernard bring a few paintings to Aix? Regardless, painters were, and still are, often misunderstood due to an unfortunate reputation and so whenever I wanted to throw a bomb into a boring dinner party in France I would announce:


“Let’s face it, you French, you hate painting!” I exclaimed it usually with delicate force as if I had said “J’accuse!” My point, though not always immediately understood, nor possibly even true, was always about how cerebral the French are as a cultural whole and that Painting was way too emotional for them to appreciate. At that point, the table would go silent and I knew I had put my foot into the apple tarte.  I would then invariably develop my argument by proving it with examples. Essentially, I’d propose that “you French, love ideas way too much to appreciate an art form like Painting.” I’d plunge my sword further into the startled dinner party and exclaim, “but the British, now, these are people who truly love Painting because despite their squeamish attention to manners and social protocol, they are truly eccentric enough to possess a non-conformist streak unlike you, the French!" I would usually go further pontificating that "....the Brits are sufficiently odd enough to appreciate the softened sensuality of the messy nature of Painting. They love Painting as do the Dutch and the Danes, but the Belgians and italians too, yet remarkably at the same time all of them, they are all just as equally mad about Conceptual Art as you people are because they can all chew gum and drink beer at the same time."


I would soften slightly by admitting that ..."you are wonderful people you French, you're so are mad about Literature and Poetry and you adore contemporary Architecture and cool Opera, but more than anything, you worship the brilliance of a conversation. Your passion is really for ideas and razor sharp intelligence, so naturally, you are more comfortable with Conceptual Art than with mere visual imagery that might rip through your clever discourses like a table saw. The fact is, that you love Robert Wilson more than Robert Johnson." 



I would finish across the slippery slope with an apologetic tone, then the debate around the table would heat up. This, along with desert was the best part of the evening.  Of course, I loved almost everything about France, and the French on the whole. My earliest teacher was Cyrano de Bergerac whom I read about in school at the impressionable age of fourteen. And I loved him for all the very same qualities with which I chose to insult my dinner companions.  


Like all nations the French are full of pride. If you were to say to a French person; “France is a wonderful country, I love it, I adore everything about it!” They might first look hard at you, the respond by complaining about all that's wrong with it, “voyons, les impots, les greves...etc, etc...” But on another day or week, if you were to tell that same person that France was a mess because of the taxes and all the strikes, etc, etc... they would almost certainly raise themselves up a little and tell you about the best wines, cheeses, and education, etc, etc... Go figure. 


But these bombs were always fun to throw onto the dinner table in intimate gatherings. My success rate was often contingent upon how much, or how little wine I had consumed during the meal. And to be fair, these were my friends for the most part, so they were quite used to my antics. Being an American gave me certain advantages and a wide birth in most situations. I was looked at both with amazement and great amusement.


Despite the light-hearted deliveries at these dinners, the core of these bombs were nonetheless. I still believe even today, so many years later, that the Painting medium can rarely tolerate, with much conviction, or success, an overload of too many concepts and ideas. Unlike Americans, the French, even though they are eloquent speakers, are just never comfortable expressing feelings about themselves (except in Art in all its forms of course, French cinema, theatre, books and poetry). Their passion hides behind their reserve. ‘La pudeur’ is a fine and sophisticated quality which the French possess in boatloads (ditto for the Japanese) unlike us Americans who barge into rooms uninvited and always say the wrong things at the wrong moments and then when leaving, they'll leave the lights on and the door ajar.


The French, whom we know and sometimes resent, have a profound passion for both ideals and ideas, and for that, we love them and fear them, but we also cherish them, all the more for it. Americans as the old cliche went, were people of action, doers not thinkers. But this is fallacy, for the French are great doers. It’s just that they are also poetic dreamers and this fact drives Americans crazy with envy.


One of my favourite Matisse portraits is this one he painted of his daughter Marguerite. This one is in Paris at the Musée Picasso, although I could swear that I’ve seen it at the Musée de Grenoble too. It is dated between 1906-7, and it is so simply done that it takes my breath away. Like the drawing, its colour harmony is simple, austere even, but for me, it houses just enough feeling to keep me transfixed. It’s created with an almost primitive form of expression as if it were painted on a farm somewhere in rural France by an amateur. This is perhaps why I like it so much; there is a complete lack of any pretension, technical, or otherwise in it. For me, when Matisse was at his best, it was always without pretence.  


This loving father always painted his daughter with a ribbon or scarf around her neck to hide the scar from a tracheotomy she had endured early in childhood. Later on, Marguerite was in the Resistance during the war and was captured and tortured by the Gestapo. She was very lucky to have lived through it. And testament to her father’s adoration, we have many, many portraits of her today. As a painter, it speaks to how uncomplicated Painting can be when everything works in a simple way. I think that a primal image like this is born at an early stage in a painter’s life. It grows patiently within, almost unbeknownst to the painter himself. It has always been there, inchoate, and waiting for an occasion to appear. One cannot set out to make a picture like this. An image such as this seems to blossom naturally like an awkward young girl of 13, who, on the cusp of womanhood, becomes  suddenly aware of her new form.


Of all his portraits of Marguerite, this is my preferred, and I love it like an old Zen Master who cherishes his favourite tea cup.









24 December 2025

That being said


4 October 2021



That being said



Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 28 September 2021, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm


Most of my life, I think I have only ever been drawn to the misty, shrouded fog. I think it goes back to childhood when I somehow I felt more protected under the rainy shadows of clouds than under the happy, naked and expansive empty sky. I’ve always loved the uncertainty of transitional atmospheres, the nuances of everything in life from the weather into Art and language. It’s strange that it took me so long to see this preference when today it appears so clearly evident. 


I found this old entry in a diary from a painting trip in Italy. It’s from one I was transcribing last year. I have been trying to get a page or two into the laptop daily but it’s Herculean task. Suddenly, I was surprised at how this image correlated with an entry from tonight.


Venice, 18 September, 1986

“My spirits are lifting day by day but I have no idea why. These studies don’t come out the way I want and yet I still feel hope, like a climber making his way slowly up the backside of the mountain while the summit remains still hidden from view. 


However, I am finding my way very slowly each day, the images come up for me more easily despite my hiccups. This morning, I found my way into a rather curious vision of San Giorgio at sunrise. Half-hidden in a shroud of purple/orange fog, San Giorgio looms out over a green orange sea. Needless to say, I enjoyed the haziness because, maybe it’s what I really want in the end. And immediatley as I write this, it makes me think of Monet, Turner and Whistler, who all also adored these obscure, visual 

sentiments while making so much from Venice. I shall not be afraid of these influences. But increasingly, over the past five days I have been wondering to myself what it is that I really want to do here? I am certainly not at all interested in replicating the physical charm which Venice presents to the world… these wonderful and unique details of windows, balconies, bridges etc, etc, etc,,, It has all be done a million times before by far more competent painters than myself. One really has to know what they want to do in a place like Venice or they’re wasting their time. What I begin to see are images that lurk between the off-hours of twilight and daybreak; images born from the misty boundaries between sea and stone. These are fog-filled days when nothing is what it seems, and in these small moments, when there is a of a sliver of sunlight, it is bliss for me.”


So thirty odd years later it should makes perfect sense that I found my way into a series of twilight studies here at Brunswick Heads, N.S.W. Australia. It’s like someone at the Sunday tennis crew who kindly said to me; “What took you so long?” when I showed up to play one day. I smiled and jumped on one of the courts. What I didn’t tell him was that I had felt for several years inferior to their level. But I had improved  a lot so I stepped up. The one thing you don’t want to be in a casual afternoon of doubles is the worst player. I made sure to bring new balls each time as if to pay-to-play, but hey, you gotta do what you gotta do, as Uncle Boris in the Bronx used to say. It’s an easy crew of nice guys who take over several courts on Sunday, whoever shows plays. Basically I wouldn’t have joined  it unless I could carry a good rally for a while, it’s all about just getting the ball back over the net no matter what.  That’s at the very minimum and I can handle that. Like any sport one loves practicing, the better the opponent, the better one becomes oneself. So, I finally got on the tennis court with some strong players, much better than myself and they haven’t thrown out yet so I keep going back each week. But I still also bring new balls as well. So every step up in life is always a challenge and like this twilight sky which for years kept me away out of fear, one day I just stepped up to do it. 


This from other night, came out of a dreary evening full of clouds and truthfully, I was depressed at the thought having to make anything from it. I think I even resented it like running into someone on the street whom I really don’’t like it. But that said, I threw myself into it and did find a few glimmers of light in the passing clouds which I used as handrails to allow me to build something from it. Some evenings are like that, you gotta do what you gotta do. 






21 December 2025

Occam’s Razor



15 September 2021


Occam’s Razor




Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 12 September 2021, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm



It was cloudy in the morning but a chilly wind from the South polished the sky so by the other evening I was able to get out to make three pictures.


These days, everyone seems to be in an immense state of anxiety about the world. At the same time are too many versions of reality running around like chickens with their heads cut off because everybody knows better than everyone else. Like a COVID contest; Whose mouth is the loudest? Daily, after watching the American News, I cannot shake the feeling that the inmates have taken over the asylum. Quoi faire? 


But when it comes to subject of Painting (and happily so), all diverse realities are most welcome! “Bring it on!” we artists cry out to this tiresome world where the bean-counters in sharp suits rule over us all. The only revenge is to be creative because you know what? We’re all eventually going to die someday.


So, I really love this image from the 12th of September. It’s the most successful thing I feel I’ve done so far in these past three years from the beach. Graphically, speaking, it pleases me totally, it’s as I drilled deep inside me and liquid gold. Like everyone, there have been times in my life when I felt newly in love but found out after a time that I wasn’t. It turned out to be a dry well, as it were, and that feeling is so very unlike the affection I’ve had for an art work which only seems to grow with time. This is s not something I easily admit either. But there it is, once in a blue moon, something I’ve made myself, or seen by someone else, speaks so directly to me that it goes to my heart. Hitler could have made it, and I would still love it. This is why Art in any of its guises is so vital for humankind. It keeps many of us lucky people sane in this often insane world. Whether it’s a book, a painting, a song or a sonata, when something touched us it’s a most precious gift. It is so because it doesn’t happen all the time. Like a love for another, when it lasts, it’s something we cannot envision living without. And so it is with this painting from the other evening, one of three. 


My quixotic pursuit from this motif appears to always draw me back to a simple design like a template tattooed on my heart. It is almost as if I’m subconsciously trimming everything extraneously away from a picture except for the barest bone like I’m channelling Occam’s Razor. Like a homesteader with a machete, I’m cutting away old painting habits in search of a newer, more svelte look. I’m also burning opinions and beliefs too as I further slash everything that will not fit into this new rectangular space I’d like to re-invent for myself. 


In olden days, it was known as the Principle of Parsimony, and in terms of of my own obsessions it makes perfect sense. Today, I know from my travels that this austere and aesthetic truth still lives on wholeheartedly in places like Japan, a sanctified space where brevity and simplicity are almost always the preferred solution for most anything in life. I was raised in America and the message that ‘more is better’, was a kind of prayer at dinner tables all over the country. 


I think Americans of a certain race and social status were brought up to expect more of everything, so naturally more of everything was provided. I began to also see this phenomenon in the world of Art in America. Putting a man on the moon was not only inspirational, it pragmatically re-wired our imagination into believing that we could do anything. Who can argue with that? As the Art world expanded, so too did the artist’s appetite to go bigger and bolder. It also fueled ambitious ideas with more complications and material. As many of us know, American Manifest Destiny has not only been part of America’s greatest legacy to itself and the world, but equally its curse in so many ways.


Fifty year later, as many of us re-think our resources and the sustainabilty of our imprint upon earth it has significantly altered our behaviors. But in this painting world where the notion of adding more to a picture can somehow make it better, more substansive, more complicated, maybe even more fabulous, I can tell you from experience, it rarely does. Like painting hugely, oversized pictures, a classic formula in this scheme, is to use excessive amounts of paint to give a picture more importance than it might otherwise intrinsically possess. But again, this is just me, and like a teenager, I’m just sayin... And anyway, I now live in Australia where paints are so very expensive that naturally my own work is constrained by this fact so parsimony, is my rule.


But while I’m at it, as a painter, I’ve equally come to distrust excessive complications on the pictorial plane. I will do anything to avoid them, even subjecting the poor image to a vigorous assault with an old paint rag. So consequentially, in these small simplified studies, I seem to be trying to pare down both the drawing and the colour harmony, compressing them both down to the design of a national flag it sometimes seems. It’s as if I’ve designed them for some happy verdant island found near the equator. I don’t really set out to do this, but it’s true, that when I’m feeling uncertain, I’ll sometimes just carve out both the sea and sky into slices the colour of mango and watermelon. Occam’s razor indeed.


When I look at this image I imagine seeing an entire show presented in this simple format yet coloured inevariably with many different combinations of harmonies drawn from the placid evening skies and equally tranquil seas.


After walking beaches everywhere, ever since I was a kid, I secretly marveled at the way the sky settled into dusk. Like many people drawn to the sea I’ve always looked up 

towards the heavens at this twilight hour full of dreams. Since coming to Australia, and walking the beach at Brunswick Heads,  I confess that I never imagined that I would attempt to paint here. I was so intimidated by the extraterrestrial beauty of it that I wouldn’t be able to handle the failure. So I didn’t try even try for the longest time. I did draw from it, making several series in black and white but never in a million years did I believe I’d find the courage nor the tenacity to make something artistically worthy of this simple motif. After these few years I’m still sometimes astounded that I managed to stumble upon a pathway that aligned up so mysteriously with something so unbeknownst to my heart. 



19 December 2025

The anguish and delight of the lighthouse keeper


27 March 2020 


The anguish and delight of the lighthouse keeper


Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 25 March 2020, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm

I’ve been reading of the chaotic life going on in Europe as the raging pandemic roars through Italy where people are locked down in confinement. Here by the empty sea, life is tranquil at least for the time being. I sometimes feel a pang of guilt for the easiness of life around here when I see the awful news abroad.

This was the second of two from the other night where a thin veil of haze stretched across the sky like cheese cloth. The horizon line at one point was so sharp that it appeared to cut the whole world in two like a knife. I remember my teacher Leo say to me one day that visually speaking, the horizon line is always the strongest contrast out in nature and a landscape should reflect that fact. I’m not sure if he came up with this from his own studies or perhaps from either Delacroix or Cezanne. But in any event it’s something that always jumps out at me when I can’t figure out a landscape with certainty. It’s reassuring to note that the Earth itself commands such a visual truth. 


In this one I like the delicate swarth of dainty apricot clouds that formed like fuzz after the sun had set behind me. Though it doesn’t look like it, this picture was actually finished in the dark. I had wanted to continue, but unfortunately my palette was no longer readable, and dusk had already descended to swallow up its afterglow. The sea at that point was turning a deep blue that would in time bleed into the sky like on watercolour paper. Honestly, I’m often dazzled by Nature’s nonchalant narcissism, the kind that can bring a painter both deep anguish, but a dark delight.


And because I’m often the last living soul out there at this uncertain hour, it’s easy to imagine that it’s up to me to turn out the lights when I leave, for in this small glorious moment I’m the lighthouse keeper of this immense beach.





16 December 2025

Handshake with the past


 6 May 2019

Handshake with the past



Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 29 April 2019, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm


Now after over a year into this little series I can feel that I’m finally beginning to learn how ‘to see’ again. It’s reassuring to be able to respond naturally to the motif with less uncertainty and more trust. My eyes are once again the principle software of my senses as I go out to follow the colour wheel at this hour of heightened melodrama.


This a curious image that I slowly warmed up to as it sat on my kitchen counter top along with a dozen or so others where these studies currently dry out. At first I didn’t think too much of it, but yesterday, for the fun of it, I placed it into a small frame which can help isolate it away from any prejudice on my part. I had initially thought it too straight forward, too simplistic, a little boring even, yet with a bit of time it began to shine for me. Too often the reverse is true, where I think I really like something but it quickly goes off, turning sour like milk. But hey! Live and like is good, I think.


In any event, an image like this possesses a kind of ‘hybrid nature’ reminding me of the confusion that lurks in my mind about the nuanced fluctuations between past memories and these present sensations when painting. It’s the immediacy of the moment, yet at the same time, a handshake with the past. One in the present moment, the other, a compilation of all the images I’ve ever seen and loved, as if stored on a flash drive of visual memories. 


So a painting like this is a rapid and spontaneous combustion of pigments under the colourful constraints of a changing set of elements at the beach. But it’s also essentially a collision between my collective memories and the painting session at hand.  


All these paintings seem to express that I’m more interested in a clumsy and cohesive unit than one that’s pieced together with weak glue and portends to be something made up of miss-matched elements taken randomly from the motif with no rhyme or reason.


This picture came quickly, one of several of the night. Although a little unrefined, it feels fresh and painted as if its colours sprang off the palette like kids running out to recess. It got to its present state in a matter of minutes, so thankfully, I was clear-headed enough to stop immediately. Another brushstroke and I would have wrecked it.


At the same time, I also feel something in it that seems to harken back to Impressionism. This I can accept, because this small series is a workbook full of things that both surprise and displease me all at the same time. I hold the long view, not the short one, so I’m not going to get hung up about individual pictures. That said, there is something else in this image that I like. It’s something flat and rather post-Matisse, a quality that is different and Modernist. So it may be a bastard child of Impressionism and Modernism, I’ve been called worse.


But it’s this flat quality that I seem to cherish, it’s also something over which I have little control, like it’s a software inside me that’s pulling me slowly along on a factory line which cannot be stopped until perhaps the end of my life. 







14 December 2025

A dog’s breakfast, Cato seizes the thing.


12 May 2019


A dog’s breakfast, Cato seizes the thing.


Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 7 May 2019, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm

These days are clear, and sadly they’re shrinking and leave me with less of them. My weather app tells me I must have all my work done here at the house and leave by 16h to get to the beach because the sun will set at 17h 06. So until June 21st the days will be shrinking, but regardless, winter arrives. Ouch.

This study from last week is a wild and scruffy mess of a thing, it’s a feral stab at Nature and I like it. It’s ‘a dog’s breakfast’, as they would call it here in Australia for anything that’s sloppy. It had been a magnificent sky and I was feeling carefree as if the earth were spinning around me in a lazy waltz like I was in love. But I wasn’t,,, it was just a great painting session.


I realise that I’ve been at this for two years now and this small portion of a sandy dune that I’ve carved out for myself as a ‘studio’ is now a compact but ample space. I keep it clean and organised like I would if I lived on a small boat. A few meters down in the bush I have a stash where I keep old rags and miscellaneous refuse in a plastic bag, plus a 

bottle into which I pour old turps. I have a plastic Thai take-away recepticle into which I park colours from the palette between sessions. I regularly throw everything out in the bins on the road just down from the pathway. It’s a good system and I keep it operational. Like I said, a small boat. I hate to pollute even if the bushes encircling me get splattered with paint from time to time. Though I’ve always used a plastic takeaway container to store blobs of paint, I’ve  become quite frugal because oil paints here in Australia are frightfully expensive. As I squeeze out everything I can from these tubes of colour, I often think of Renoir, who, as a poor student at the Beaux Arts in Paris, according to legend, scoured and scrimped around the studio after class recovering old tubes of colour thrown away by other students. 


Looking at this study now, I wonder if others would be able to see a twilight sky beyond how abstract these study might appear here? Granted, the horizon line is a bit wonky, and it might appear more like a landscape, but the sea was actually a deep warm black as dusk settled in.


I am always amazed when I show these images to various people and they express such surprise to learn that they are painted at the beach. It happens all the time, I think they presumee that I’ve done them from photos or in a studio, or both. But hey! What’s to be done?


I’ve been reading about about the Stoics, and this study reminds me of something which Cato said just over 2000 years ago. “Seize the thing, and the words will follow”. I first read this translation years ago which I really liked. But it often translated as “Grasp the subject, and the words will follow.” It’s advice to orators. But I am loyal to the first one because it suits my way of understanding Painting. 


Being a painter, I would add a twist to it which allows me to see that when we “seize the thing (form), style will follow” because style can never precede the ‘thing seized’ any more than the horse comes before the proverbial cart. Or, put another way: Seize the form and the brushstrokes will follow. This is a visceral response to painting, and it implies a forceful act which suits my way of working.