Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 14 December 2023, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm
Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 14 December 2023, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm Evening Prayer Brunswick Heads, 14 December 2023, oil on canvas board, 30 X 25 cm
As I approach the end of another year I try to take stock of a batch of pictures, most of which sit on bookshelves in my living room, an orphanage that only grows larger.
And at the start of this new year I've promised these orphans that they'll all be varnished and vaccinated to protect them against mildew and general mayhem as they grow older. But in the meantime I'll remain the lucky beneficiary of these colourful skies for as long as the Gods continue to bestow their magnanimous light upon me. I go through periods when I think to myself that there is nothing more I can wring from this twilight beach but the Muses insist that I'm wrong, so I follow their advice and go out most evenings when the sky looks promising.
Here are three studies from the 14th of December which all came out so easily and full of grace that I imagined them as quarter notes from My Favourite Things that both John Coltrane and Julie Andrews spritely rendered back in the 1960's. It was a period also when I think for myself anyway, when happiness felt tangibly more real and colourful than today. It was also a era when only beatniks wore black everywhere.
I went through My Favourite Things three years ago during the Pandemic when I was learning so many Tin-Pan Alley tunes, all of which gave birth to the Broadway musicals so long ago. I grew up with these things and I came to appreciate the composers from that era; from Jerome Kern to Rogers and Hammerstein, George Gershwin, Cole Porter, and Lorenz Hart, among so many. These are still great melodies even if today they may seem old-fashioned to many young people. Thankfully, Jazz musicians re-invented them all and created a whole new branch of American music completely unique.
Several years ago, I used to see a gal in New York who I took to a Broadway show, Carmen, I think. Though not an American musical, no matter, because as the lights dimmed, she turned to me and said: "My mother once told me to watch out for guys who invite you to musicals because they're usually always gay." Ha Ha, I laughed. You gotta love that! And she's probably right too. But personally, in my own case, I've always liked the gals, sexually speaking, ever since I was a kid. But it's true that I have a large feminine side to me that could easily confuse others, both women and men. It's the problem of living a life of a sensitive and poetic man while navigating a world of playing ice hockey and football along side macho blokes who had never read Walt Whitman or John Keats. But yes,,, I'm complicated, and I don't really fit on any American shelf (Dieu merci). I suppose that's why I fled to Europe so early on. And let's face it, it would be hard to imagine a football player painting these pictures from last week.
But anyway, though it actually wasn't My Favourite Things that was running through my ears whilst painting these small studies last week, it is nevertheless such a great tune. But the thing is; I've always had melodies rippling through my fingers and right down through my toes. Every part of me jiggles and jitters steadily up and down inside me while I'm sitting still. I can't help it. My biggest regret is that I didn't begin playing piano until I was thirty. But hey!
Actually, I had been playing Have you Met Miss Jones by Rogers and Hart when I painted these three pictures. It's a simple tune with a group of a lovely few measures cascading gently down through several keys inside the melody. Just a few delicate passages like these can echo within me for several weeks.
But, what I really wanted to express without taking a long hay ride, is that in these three oil studies there appears to be a connection through the emotions I associate with the Jazz Standards I've mentioned. They feel light-hearted, and they might even possess an upbeat feeling like when dawn arrives after a stormy night not unlike so many songs written in the 1930's after the Depression when life was bleak for so many people around the world. I even wonder if they can exude the joy of a beach at the sunset hour? If there is any context to my work here, it must be something close to this.
All I wanted to do was to capture the light, the atmosphere in oil paint. Painting at the beach at this hour is an exercise that requires craft, but also a sense of wonder too.
I read recently that Marina Abramović made the claim that no genuine art can come out of happiness. Ouch,,,, though I can understand her viewpoint, who is so clever to say where art comes from? She is a talented, successful and cerebral Performance Artist, no doubt, but she's also a bit of a smart pants too. I think the world of art today is a huge circus tent and every freak, furry and otherwise, has a place in it including me, and I say great.
Personally, I am cautious when it comes to defining the purpose of Art today. Is to make us think? As many would have us believe? I'm not so sure. But it might be to help us sharpen our imagination and this can involve many parts of our whole being. What's important for me is that the work itself helps to ground me into the moment because otherwise I can flit around like a butterfly. Through that process I can access my real feelings in the moment, and this, actually involves my thinking, because after all, feelings come from thoughts.